It has been a year ago since I posted a blog. A lot of things have happened since . Basically getting back on the bike after the crash was the first step. Then back to racing and dealing with a whole new aspect to racing. First the big question was ; why I am doing this ? I think in the beginning I wanted to prove to myself that I could still race and get on with my life and show to the world it was possible after almost being dead .
I won the Green Mountain Masters race and few Cyclocross races during the fall and then 2nd at the Masters Cross Nationals and 3 weeks later 3rd in the Masters Cross Worlds . Training went spot on since the 2012 Italy camp and no real set backs. A nice progression week after week mentally and physically with a pretty structured program of a lot of training - a lot more racing that I ever thought I would be doing , gym and motor pacing .
I have seen this before with other riders , they used to dominate and win tons of races , but as the years go by they are not that competitive any more and the usual answer is that life took over with family , work and etc. Is that really the answer or just the excuse for slowing down . How long can you be competitive and race week after week 10 months of the year ?
I am not looking for any excuses , I was never the guy that had an excuse why things did not go as they should have , I knew why it did not go as planned , but I was not looking for an excuse .
I love cycling and I live , eat and sleep cycling . Cycling is on my mind 24 hours a day , I know most pro rider's names on todays circut , I watch You Tube cycling videos in Dutch and Italian . At the same time I am always trying figure out why I should ride 3-4 hours a day and race every weekend .
If I am not the best I can be why race ? If I do not race why train ? If I sit in front of the computer I stiffen up and and all the effects from the crash that are still lingering show up . I need to be moving and I think that is something that most guys in their mid 40's or older feel even they do not have any nerve damage or any unexpected muscle contractions , it is just better to be moving to feel better when you get older. Then there is the recovery . I have done more 20 hour weeks than I can count. The recovery is not the same anymore , it was like I aged 10 years over night. When you are really fit you recover better as well , I can see glints of that still , but it is not the same .
It might sound like I am complaining about getting old and not being the same anymore , but my point here is that it is a fact . I do not complain , just like I do not make excuses. In fact I want to prove a point that this can happen to anybody and that is life . Pros feel the same , they get older and can not get any results or be motivated to ride their bike every single day anymore and they retire and a lot of them do not ride a bike again.
I can understand that part when it is a job and when it is over it is over. It does not have to be like this way though , we can make adjustments. Riding a bike everyday is a passion , a healthy thing as long as you do not fall down. All your friends rides bikes , you do not really have any none riding friends , it is an outlet when you are stressed out and owning a cool bike is like driving a Mercedes for some people . Riding with a few team mates or friends is special and you can relate to them and always have somthing to talk about for 3-4 hours staright. Riding your MTB in the woods and not seeing another person for 3 hours is very special.
This leads me to the camps I run and particularly the Italy Camp . That is something special . Yes they cost money , but being away for a week and all you really think about is riding your bike is well worth it and kind of jump starts your love for riding again, it changes you physically and mentally. It is not just the riding ( you can do that at home ) it is the people around you , they think the same way you do , the culture , cycling is part of life and a religion for everybody you spend that week with.
A camp is always a little competitive , when you have 2 guys on bikes it will always be . Riding up Stelvio or Gavia and putting a good effort in with a group and seeing the Giro that day almost feels like you are in something big and it is a feeling you can never describe to someone that does not ride. It is not just riding up a big mountain , the guys you watch on TV, You Tube and read about in Velonews have done it , 50 years ago they did it and they suffered just like you do and felt the same competetive feeling riding next to other riders . This experience always has blown me away and I am not even racing officially, it is just a fun cycling camp . This almost motevates me more to train these days than being competitive in a local race . The funny thing is that no one else even cares and probably think there is something wrong with this picture . A grown man with a family spending a week with " his buddies " in Italy riding his bicycle 40 hours in 9 days. I am not trying to sell my camp , well a little , what I am trying say here keeping riding your bike , that should be a life long passion and that makes us special people . If you have to make adjustments it is not the end of your cycling career , there are a lot of exciting things out there , masters racing which is plenty fast and super competetive - no shame racing guys your own age , Grand Fondos , Italy Camps -;) and you can still be the best you can be years to come, all you have to do is find a reason why you love riding your bike.
I will try to write more blogs more often now , I kind of like it and maybe you guys like to read or relate to them as well.
Until next time ,
Roger









Saturday is the big stage up Stelvio and we do not want to miss that opportunity , so Saturday ( May 27th) morning a ride and end up on the slopes of Stelvio with the rest of the Tifosi is the plan.
Spend the night in Bormio and then early Sunday morning start climbing up into Switzerland via St Moritz down back towards Lake Como and back to our base hotel in Bergamo . Long day , but I am sure a nice ending to our camp . On the last night in Italy we will enjoy a nice dinner again at the Cascina Belvedi. Pack up our bikes and get ready for departure back to the US on Monday morning. 

Most of you know I had a very bad crash in August at the New Hampshire 100 MTB race and the severity of my injuries has made the decision to have the FinKraft Cycling Camp in Tuscon in 2012 a difficult one. The FinKraft cycling camps, both in Arizona and Italy, are a trade mark of FinKraft and more camps are in the plans for the future. After carefully considering my condition and being very optimistic about my recovery, we have decided to go ahead with the 2012 Arizona cycling camp after all and it is time to sign up , because the camps will fill up fast. Start of camp is less than 4 months away and there are definitely still many uncertainties about my condition but the neck brace is coming off shortly and I've had my first indoor ride on a spin bike equipped with PowerCranks of course! I am going to very honest with you and say that riding with you every day at the camp might not be possible. This does not mean that your cycling camp experience could not be better than that of those who attended the camp in 2011. The service and the famous FinKraft hospitality will be at the highest level again and I will be next to you guys every minute of every ride, either on my bike, on a scooter or in a team car to assist and lead you . If I am unable to ride, I can offer an even more pro-level service with wheel support (wheels-in, wheels-out, just kidding), handing you food and drinks, video taping and much, much more. We will make every day a pro level experience for you.
Mt Lemon is just an awesome climb that we can do anything on. Endurance , tempo or even some harder efforts if we wanted to . On top we get experience the altitude and as a reward the gigantic cookie is always waiting for us. There was a lot less snow last year and let's hope we have the same luck in 2012 , so not too cold and the decent back down is just a blast, 30 mph for 45 min with nice sweeping turns in other words free motor pacing.The Mt Lemon is such an awesome ride that we do it twice ( each week)
The Benson-Tombestone- Bisbee and back is a great 100 mile ride . Perfectly spaced stops and not too much climbing , just open roads in the desert with two really cool towns on the way. Pretty epic ride with the wind and the distance. Bisbee is just a cool laid back town and a perfect turn around point with a bakery to fuel us up for the ride back . With Tombstone as a half way point both ways , a real western town still alive . Then we have the Ora Valley- Oracle - Mamouth and back. This is the famous Empenada ride , with the 11 mile decent into a canyon where the one horse town of Mamouth lays.
The one problem is after eating 3-4 freshly baked apple or pumpkin empenadas we have to climb back out of the canyon. Easy day though and back a little earlier than most other days. A perfect mid week ride with a little more time in the afternoon to have a presentation by an bike industry rep etc. Then we have the Queen stage , the 6 hour + ride from the house( base camp to Kitt Peak ) we do a little later in the week to test both our mental and physical strenght. Kitt Peak is about 6700 feet , a 12 mile climb , steeper than Lemon and about 45 miles to get to . Of course there is a fun downhill involved , but the ride back is not easy with Gates Pass and back to Casa de FinKraft. You can see what an accomplishment and satisfaction each rider shows on their faces when they roll back into the garage . For dinner that night we have lasagna and lot's of it -:) . The whole week is about training over extending with proper rest and nutrition to really boost your level of fitness. This point of the camp is when you start feeling the miles , but also realize that you can Do It ! It is almost like you go through a transformation and you want more of this good stuff . As a reward we will go up Mt Lemmon on Friday again and you would think we all have tired legs by now , but that is not always the case . We know the climb now from doing it earlier in the week , so I think that helps us judge the effort and it is a lot of fun reaching the top a 2nd time in one week . Then there is the finally on Sat . Early wake up and down to Starbucks on University boulevard . Not to have coffee , but be part of one of the most famous group rides in the US , the Shoot Out . This is a fast and very big local group ride that some time could be more than 200 riders of all different levels. You might have the chance to ride next to some well known pros and measure you strenght against some really fast riders , kind of a taste of racing and a nice way of ending the week. You do not have to win this ride and please be careful , it is not worth crashing in early March . We all meet after at Starbucks again and ride back to the house .
Time to do a little packing and then have some pizza and a couple of beers while watching some pictures and videos from our rides we did the past 7 days . 



